Ahahaha

Can i just say how much i have been entertained lately by the subtleties of life! Constant comical genius!

This world has been thought up so well and with soooo much attention to detail. All I mean is all the facial twitches, body language and uniqueness each individual that i know displays is some times too much for me! I love it! I love everyone. Unconditionally. So naturally there are no judgements involved and thats what sometimes makes it that much more funny. My favorite spiritual teacher has stated that laughter is one of the gateways to god(the creator, source energy or you fill in the blank) and its in the forgiveness that is intimately associated with the act that makes this true.

Haven't you ever scanned your room for your cell phone right before you were ready to run out the door and had to halt all mentalizations and just give up to the reality of the moment. The reality that your life cant continue until you find that device that carries with it infinite potential to change your day from sitting at home making music to being out in the music of life with all your best friends. That's HUGE! Sometimes. lol. What happens next? Well you sit down for a breath and realize that the phone is strapped on the small pocket of your jacket that your wearing behind that random item(pitch tuner) that you decided you needed today. Ahahahaha of course.

Ive reached a place where these little incidents that normally "E-go" would instantaneously pick up on and say Duh cmon alex your better than that have you been around too many stoners??? now comes to me as "oh, ok of course thats the way it is" and its the forgiveness of myself which is key in making this seeming mundane hit to my being become a trascendental experience where i lift myself up through laughter. Its powerful juju to be able to truly laugh at yourself. It almost makes you invincible to others judgements of you. You've already came to grips with the fact that your going to be generalized as a pothead because you work at a collective. So what? Now its funny that somebody is playing into that sterotype.

subtly entertained by the subtleties of life. =)